Well I didn't get a chance to write in this yesterday cause I was so busy moving my stuff out of brian's and back home to my moms house. I feel so refreshed and free. After a year and a half I finally got what I wanted. No more misery of not being able to do things! Weekend get-a-ways, ladies nights, everything!
But there is the side of me that feels bad because he has no job to cover the bills I was paying. I tried to stick it out til the lease was up in march but the arguements drove me to move out sooner. Bellas kind of depressed cause she doesn't have felony to play with :( my poor baby. And his sons birthday is at the end of the month and he can afford to do anything for him. I don't know, I have to do what's best for me first.
Once I'm on my feet and stable an ready for something, then I'll move but I need to focus on school and work right now. Because I'm already a year behind on my degree cause of Dj. Brian was very supportive with my schooling but I just couldn't handle the suffocation of him. Not able to get out and enjoy myself really took a toll on me. Things gonna change now..
New year new me! Xoxo
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